Miss you Buddy...

It’s been 2 years my ole friend...

…we’ve painted walls that once wore your slobbery mark

...we've added a little guy, Oliver, to the nest

...and Yeay's taken over my office space full time

I think of you often...

Mostly when I'm walking Finn

...or on the occasion when you visit us in a  beautiful sunset. 

Can you hear the kids?

'Look...it's Henry.  Henry is saying Hi. Hi Henry'

I sure hope their voices reach your ears -- as wrinkled and curled over as they were...

It's those times when I'm reminded again of the fabric of family...

...and how there's a hole in ours where you once were

That draft can bring in sad feelings of loss and wishful thinking of seeing you again.

It simultaneously provides a space for light to enter...

...and brings a warm reminder that you'll always be shining on us...and in us...

...until we meet again.

Miss you Buddy...



Finding our way...

It’s never clear really…

What’s next?

…around the bend

We make plans

Dream

Go through the motions

…and life sorta happens

Flowing

Like a big beautiful river

 

Often times I watch from the banks

Where it feels safe

Quiet

I sit still

Gaze

…and just watch

I’m not much of a swimmer

So you can imagine what the other times are like

 

I enjoy watching my kiddos skirt along the edges…

Jumping in periodically

Testing the waters (and themselves)

…and racing back to my side

Hearts racing

Breathless

 

We’re in good place

 

Making it up as we go along

 

Finding our way…