3 Years...

It gets easier ole boy.

 

You live on strong in our hearts…

…and still make your way into our conversations.

 

A sunset here and there pulls us together…

Remembering.

Looking up.

Pointing out.

Smiling.

Hugging.

 

Wiping a tear or two.

 

You’ll always be with us.


Miss you Henry…

One Year Ago...

…we lost you.

…and minutes before,

I took this photo

…thru tear filled eyes.

 

The same eyes are misty today as I share this.

By far, one of the toughest images that I’ve ever made.

It hits hard

…somewhere deep inside.

Tapping a longing for what was…

…and will never be again.

 

We miss you Henry boy.

 

Keep watching over us.

 

Keep watching…

 


Dear Henry...

It’s been 6 months boy

…and even typing these words brings tears to my eyes

I still feel your presence

…and from time to time

I’ll close my eyes

Think deep

Breathe deep

…and smile, because I can still smell you

We keep your ashes close

Your Mom has them on the table next to her side of the bed

…and we know (and feel) that you’re still watching over us

I trace my fingers over the patterns on your box

It gives me strength

Reconnects me

…to what mattered most to you

And me

Family

I think you’d approve of our new pup Finn

…although I can imagine you nipping him in the arse

...and that makes me chuckle

His chest reminds me of yours

Big

Proud

…and I can’t help but see you in his eyes

The loyalty

The wisdom

…and sometimes a deep understanding

…almost sad

He’s found his protective bark

…and I know that’s your influence

Life in the theWAIREHOUSE is good

…and I want you to know

We’re in good hands boy

We miss you

…and think of you often

Keep shining on us.


December 1st...

Today we moved some rugs around,

Raked leaves...

....and put up our Christmas lights.

Earlier than years past.

We're moving along.

Slowly but surely.

We talk about you often Henry....

...and in some ways...you're more alive than ever.

We think of you often.

We remember.

We cry a little less....

....smile a little more...

....and always....

ALWAYS...

...see you whenever the sun sets.

Keep shining on us boy.

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